You want permission from Me to cum, don't you? Well, what have you done to show Me you deserve to cum? Have you begged enough? Have you served Me enough? Have you gone without for long enough? I don't think you deserve to cum, but you can jerk off. You can stroke your dick all day every single day, but cumming? No. Not for you. You're going to edge. You're going to ask Me if you're allowed to cum, but I'm going to say no. I still expect you to jerk off, I expect you to ask Me permission, but the answer is going to be “no”. But I still want you to edge, to jerk off, to keep going until one day you get the answer you want from Me... but that day is not today.