You fantasize about being pegged by a gorgeous Goddess. It's not the real thing you want, is it? It's not real cock you crave. Or maybe it is. You just can't fathom the idea of being with another man. I get it, you are not gay. You are turned on by the idea of a woman with a dick pounding you hard, bending you over and penetration you with her massive cock. Admit it, you crave dick but you feel so ashamed. But if it's your gorgeous Goddess encouraging you to stroke for cock then it's not gay. You'll just be obeying me. It'll make it less shameful.