You crave blackmail control but you always chicken out at the last minute. Maybe you are too afraid of the consequences or maybe you are worried that going through with it will make you pathetic. But think about how much more pathetic it is to crave blackmail but be too much of a chicken to actually get to experience that pleasure! I'll humiliate you into giving in and finally experiencing the control you crave. There's nothing more pathetic than a blackmail chicken.