you came to Me for a reason, and beyond it being fate for a white boy to go this route, you've had a bunch of feelings and emotions festering for quite some time. Feelings of inferiority. Of weakness. Of unfilled purpose. It's like the position of power society has placed you made you feel like a fraud. Not your true self. Today you'll come to the realization of your true purpose in life. Serving as a white sissy.