Coming to the conclusion that you will never be nothing but, a loser, is hard to come to terms with. Knowing you will never get to pleasure a woman unless you are paying for her attention. Its quite pathetic but, you know that already. I have already engraved it into that little mind of yours. And what better way to fall helpless addicted to your new desires than by being guided into full submission 24/7. Get on your knees loser, this is where you will reside from now on