Your whole life you have felt shame, you have felt like something is wrong with you and maybe if you don’t crossdress it will just go away but it won’t. It’s apart of you , it’s who you are. You need to embrace the woman within you. Just because you enjoy crossdressing doesn’t make you gay, maybe you’re Bi or maybe you’re straight and you just love wearing women’s clothing. But you know there’s a part of you that wants the whole experience of knowing what it’s like to be a woman, dressing up, going out, meeting a guy and having a cock deep inside you. It’s time to stop lying to yourself… you know this is what you really want.