Porn is ruining you day by day, but you can't stop watching it, can you? Watching porn has become part of your daily ritual. You used to have some sort of self-control outside of masturbation, but that's non-existent now. Can you believe that this is your new normal? You stare at the screen and stroke until you're practically braindead. Your mind has rotted away and you continue to worsen this addiction. At this point, the only way to continue on with your life is by diving deeper and chasing this high. You've already chosen the screen over real life interactions hoping for something different, but it's still the same mind rotting addiction that you'll never be able to quit.