I'm your ex and I see you at a party, you pull me away to "talk". And ask me to blow you. You always used to degrade me and make me blow you, use my mouth and treat me bad. I am resistant, I have a nice boyfriend and we actually do more than just blowjobs. You start calling me names and I get all hot about it, but I don't leave. I start tripping over my words and stuttering because you start to bring out who I used to be - nothing but a stupid fucking cocksucker. I hate you but I love it. I love how dumb you make me, how you ruin my fucking brain