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It all went too far. My weakness, my mistake. I thought that this way I would teach him how to build relationships with women. At first, it was our secret from everyone else. I allowed him everything. He could take me at any moment, start flirting with me, I allowed him not to use protection. I wanted him to grow up to be determined and courageous, so that he could build relationships with any woman and they would not reject him. But apparently, I missed something. And then things went further and further, and he started doing it with his stepsister. It became commonplace in our family, and I didn't want my stepchildren doing sex with each other. It hurt me to find out. I accidentally heard noises behind the door. I thought he had brought a girl home, but then I realized. And I didn't know how to fix the situation. But then, I was just obsessed with my lust and jealousy, and I just listened to the sounds coming from their room. One day she caught us. And I couldn't predict her reaction. I could have assumed that she would make a scene or withdraw into herself, but she is smart and cunning, so I could have expected something more serious. But at that moment, I didn't know that she knew the whole truth. She came up with a peculiar form of revenge. I deeply regret not intervening and preventing their relationship. After all, it is such a serious decision, and they are both still stepchildren themselves. And that's not all. I realize that I am a bad stepmother and apparently I have no idea how to raise stepchildren properly. I love them, but I went too far with progressive stepparenting. And there's something else…