I’ve been so stressed lately. Work, pressure, noise… it feels like nothing can calm me down. I tried everything, from workouts to meditation. Then I remember something Sweet Maria once told me: “maybe you should try a cigarette… it might help.” I’ve never been a smoker, but right now, I’m willing to try anything. I light it slowly, bring it to my lips, and take a deep breath. The smoke fills my lungs, and for the first time today, I feel my body start to relax. Each exhale feels softer, smoother. I don't cough as much. The frustration fades with the smoke. My lips wrap around the filter again, my eyes close, and I let out a quiet sigh. It’s strangely calming… and hot.
