Your porn addiction is only getting worse. Porn started as a release of pleasure for you, an intentional choice to watch while you jerk off. What was intentional slowly became habitual. You started coming home, logging online, and pulling up my porn without even really thinking about it. It's instinct. You've become dependent on it. Sure, sometimes you may lie to yourself and swear you're going to quit... but it's not long before you start having withdrawals and come crawling back once again. All you need now is my porn.