It’s crazy what a little absence can do to a devoted submissive like yourself. You were likely living with a little delusion that time away might give you a little freedom. A little space to recuperate and gain some control over your life again. You quickly discovered though, that being outside my orbit for even a brief time, leaves you feeling lost. You came to a harsh realisation that you are in fact, broken with me and broken without me. Being owned by me has led to you becoming totally dependent on my guidance. You’re utterly besotted. Completely absorbed by me. Worshiping isn’t an option. It’s a need. So the only thing you could do was immerse yourself in more of my porn and stroke yourself silly, as if the more you stroke, the faster I’d return. Anything to dull the pain of being away from me. But now I’m back. And everything is clicking into place again. You’re finally functioning again, you’ve been given a new lease of life, you can empty your mind, slip deep under my control again and stroke away the residual pain that was left by my absence. Goddess Holly is everything to you. You feel so lost without Goddess Holly. And the only thing that fixes that feeling… Is coming back to Me.
