Your whole you've been nothing but a reject. never had the opportunity to try the tight grip of a perfect woman. You haven't had the chance because beta's like you aren't worthy of it. You wouldn't even know what to do with a woman if she sat nude offering herself to you. Not that it would ever happen, regardless you would be stumped and dump your load before ever really hitting even first base. It's just the way life is for a loser like you. Chronic masturbation is the best a beta's sex life can get.