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It starts with me on the phone… telling my friend I think tonight might finally be the night. I’m nervous. I’ve been thinking about it all day… wondering what it’s going to feel like… if I’ll know what to do… if I’ll be good enough. But there’s something I haven’t told anyone. I can’t stop thinking about you. Then you walk in… just looking for the TV remote… completely unaware of what’s going through my head. I freeze for a second… then I make a decision. If I’m going to lose it… I want it to be with someone who actually knows what they’re doing. You. I hang up the phone… and tell you exactly what I’ve been thinking. At first it feels wrong… risky… something I shouldn’t even be saying out loud. But I don’t stop. I ask you to teach me. To show me everything. Slowly… you take control… guiding me step by step… telling me what to do, how to move, how to let go. I listen to every word… eager… nervous… but wanting it more with every second. What starts as hesitation quickly turns into something intense. I stop thinking about anything else. I just give in. There’s a moment where reality creeps back in… where I realize I probably should have planned this better… but by then it’s too late to stop. By the end… there’s no holding back. The scene ends with a deep creampie, sealing the moment and making sure this is something I’ll never forget.