You track everything. Every dollar, every decision, every move you make has a reason behind it and you know what that reason is before you act. People come to you for the responsible answer and you always have it. And then there's this. This one thing that doesn't fit anywhere. No column for it, no justification that holds up, and still, that didn't stop you. Not because you lost control - because something about it was just true. The most honest transaction you made all week and you can't explain it to a single person. And that's what makes it stick.