You could have closed this. You didn't. That says something about you - not the content, not what's censored on the other side of this screen. The fact that you're still here watching someone else have what you can't. You've always been better at watching than having. I think you've known that longer than you'd like to admit. You see I catch your eyes sometimes. Not intentionally - it happens the way you notice something in your peripheral and glance over. You're always there when I do. Watching. And then something on My side of the screen pulls Me back, and I forget you're there entirely. That's not cruelty. That's just the natural order of things. You belong exactly where you are. Come find Me in the Garden; I've saved you a seat.
