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I've been talking with someone (a fan) for the last few months and.. its hard to explain.. I cheated on my husband with him through playing out fantasies but only in my own mind.. the man in question doesn't even know how I feel about him and its so fucked up. I deleted the CHEATING ON YOU PART ONE AND PART TWO videos because I can't bring myself to look at them.. this man has zero clue that I had serious sexual fantasies over him and really liked him and almost broke up my marriage after my husband discovered my secret. This is all 100% true and so messed up. yeah... if YOU ever watch this, I hope you know that I'm sorry for the sudden no contact but also hope you'll understand why.