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I started with a simple countdown… but my body was already betraying me. I couldn’t stay still, couldn’t stay in control, every touch pushing me closer way too fast. I almost gave in right there, barely holding it together just to make it last a little longer. Later, the tension was still burning inside me. I didn’t even try to fight it this time, I let myself go completely, moving harder, faster, chasing that feeling until I lost control all over again. No control. No patience. Just pure need.