I know why you kept this close to your heart. No one would understand. They'd judge you. Call you a failure. A bum who's working towards nothing. your parentals and friends will never understand the magnitude of this goal for you. And that's why you need to forget them! Block out the noise and push through towards your biggest, and most important life goal. Gooning. you want this so bad. It's the only task you've ever been this focused on in your life. you know your capabilities, your focus and desires. you can achieve this. It doesn't matter how the parentals feel, your Unfriendly Black Hottie is who matters. Make Me proud!