You've been thinking about the lock. Not the mechanics - you've looked those up, I know you have. The meaning. What it would mean about your day, about the specific quality of moving through the world with that knowledge. That is a different kind of thinking than research. That is turning something over because it has already gotten under your skin and you’re working out how to live with that. You are not deciding. I want you to know that I know that. The decision has a shape and it’s already made - you’re just giving yourself time to catch up to it, which is fine. I’m not in a hurry. The lock will still mean the same thing whenever you finish arriving at it. You already know you'll be back. What you came here with doesn't go away on its own.
