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I open the door and there he is, finally the love of my online life standing there in the flesh, iv'e played this moment out in my head so many times ,we made so many plans in the past to meet but every time he lets me down, yeah I know he's married with a family , a wife who treats him bad, she doesn't deserve him, I DO!! ,what started out as a fan besotted with a porn model, just chatting, sexting, the odd nude pic, as turned into love, want, desire, on both our parts, we long for each other, to touch, to taste ,I yearn to feel his body against mine, to make love to him, to feel him inside me, to kiss his lips, our tongues entwined... Now here he is standing in front of me, my heart races , my stomach turns, will we finally after all this time share our first intimate moment together!!! This is how it would go in my head because yet again he's let me down...but in my mind he's standing in front of me...