I'm not going to give you what you came here expecting. You've had that before - you know what to do with it, you have a whole practiced system for receiving it. I'm going to give you something more interesting. A function. Not a verdict, not a consolation - an assessment of what you're specifically useful for, arrived at practically, without ceremony. Small enough to be useful isn't a kind thing to say. It's an accurate thing to say. There's a difference, and I think by now you know which one I deal in. The logic of it - where it leads you, what it makes you, what becomes possible when you stop pretending otherwise - I think you'll find that part arrives on its own. What you do with the information is already happening. You already know you'll be back. What you came here with doesn't go away on its own.