I'll allow you to stroke freely while you gaze at me, it will only come at the cost of your ego. Does that make you even more excited, your cock growing harder knowing I'm going to berate and humiliate you? What use is there in going out on a holiday when you can stay inside and stroke for me anyways… It comes much more naturally to you to stay inside and stroke all day, being reminded of what you are and what you can never have.