You haven't started and I can already see where this is going - not because I guessed, because your body already went there. Before anything. Before you decided. What your body does before you've decided is the part I find genuinely fascinating; how fast it moves, how nothing was left to decide. Other men don't see it happening. You do, didn't you. You already know you'll be back. What you came here with doesn't go away on its own.
