You're starting to realize that there truly is no release for you. Not physically, and not mentally. You're trapped in this femdom addiction cycle, and how do I keep you here? By controlling your orgasms, of course. You're so enamored and captivated by me because every time you pump that cock for me you flood your system with endorphins, dopamine, happy hormones. It's not cumming that you enjoy - it's that blissful edge right before you do. It's that cresting that you lust after. Cumming is followed by misery, a sense of loss, regret. I want you to stroke, but not cum. I want you to edge hard, but not release. I want you to be terrified of orgasming, in case that next edge is never quite as good as it could have been if you just left yourself...blue balled, teased and denied.
