pt.1 - Mom called late at night. Her voice was raspy and she sounded like she'd been crying. Mom was worried about Alex. She said he hadn't answered her calls in weeks. A neighbor had told her that he quit his job and hadn't left his apartment in just as long. She knew something bad had happened between us when I moved out a few months before, but she had no idea what was really going on. I told my Mother I'd go check on him. I made the long drive to my brother the next day. When I arrived in the middle of the night he didn't answer the door. Luckily, I still had the key.... pt.2 - I fell in love with my sister. I don't have anyone else to blame but myself for that. I can't change that it happened and I wouldn't even if I could. But if Molly thinks she can just come back and fuck me, like everything is OK, she's wrong. She left me and ran away with some loser. I'll hide and waste away in my apartment for as long as I fucking want. She's a liar. I won't let her hurt me again.... pt.3 - I've been with my brother again for almost a week. It's like I never left... I think Alex has finally forgiven me. We spend our days at the beach and make love wherever we please. He says it can be like this forever.... pt.4 - I can't help but feel something is wrong... Molly sometimes disappears for hours at a time and won't tell me where she goes. When she gets a phone call she'll go outside to talk and then tells me it was just a friend... But when my sister is in my bed she says she loves me, she says she'll never leave. And when I look into her eyes I believe her.... ***Starring Molly Jane