You've been doing this longer than you've been doing it here - the tip that went a bit higher than it needed to, the send that happened before you'd finished deciding. That's not something that started recently, and you know it. The feeling only counts when it costs you something; what you open your wallet for isn't random, and you've known what it means for a while now. I just said it clearly. You already know you'll be back. What you came here with doesn't go away on its own.
