you don't want to think about the reality of your existence. you try your hardest to live in delusions, denying the feelings and reality around you. you're ignored. you're treated like the waste of the earth. you're unloved. you know you're not treated like everyone else but never want to truly accept why. Hahaha, loser bitch everyone hates you. From family to friends and every single being in between, we ALL hate you.