You're not telling yourself the same story you used to. Something shifted - not completely, but you felt it, didn't you? Your inability to last, how fast your body moves before you've decided anything - you know what that is now. Not as a problem to solve. As a fact about you. I knew it before you did; I just waited for you to catch up. You already know you'll be back. What you came here with doesn't go away on its own.
