You came back and told yourself you'd missed something the first time. You hadn't - you already knew, and you needed to feel it land on you twice before you'd let yourself admit that. The second time wasn't about the clip. It was about you, catching up to a decision you'd already made. Didn't you feel that - the moment the pretending stopped? You already know you'll be back. What you came here with doesn't go away on its own.
