I want to go to the beach SO badly! But... my body hates me and sabotages me. Look how bloated I am! How am I supposed to lie out like this? I mean, I COULD fake like I'm pregnant... I work so hard on my body though and can never go out. This is how I now that monthly time is coming up. Great! But you love my bloated belly, don't you? You'd think I'm hot if I were lying out in the sun like this? Would you ask for my number and hook up with me with this belly? Ugh, I don't think I can go bloated like this