I was always interested in video production. I made Maplestory music videos when I was in middle school. I made a few kpop dance covers in high school. I continued to learn through my survival career and hope to continue to do so. I was a one-woman show for so long, and it took a lot of varied effort that I couldn’t sustain. I never found real happiness or purpose in porn. I believe with the way things are- ultimately it harms society and families. Sexworkers are treated as therapists and we know our consumers aren’t healthy- but some performers don’t care about the harm they do and will never confront or own up to it as long as they profit. I am shedding my guilt here. I hope you can be free from the chains of trauma soon too, and I am so happy you read this.