You're afraid. You might mask that feeling with anger. But, truly, you are terrified. You know you're not ready to have a real session with me, so instead, you beg to give me $1k just to be ignored while I get ready to film. I'm obviously stunning and completely disinterested in you save for a few minor expressions... {{This is a recording of an actual session described above. Scared Idiot spent $1000 so that you can spend to watch me ignoring both of you. Even though you know I'm capitalizing on your emotions while simultaneously coaxing and training them to be more profitable to me. But the entire situation makes you want me. Love/hate is a hell of a substance. What a beautiful design.}}