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<span data-src-align="0:3">I</span>'m still dreaming of the warmth soon☀️ <span data-src-align="34:3">For</span> <span data-src-align="38:4">me</span>, <span data-src-align="43:5">spring</span> <span data-src-align="51:3">is</span> <span data-src-align="55:6">always</span> a <span data-src-align="62:7">double</span> <span data-src-align="70:7">breath</span><span data-src-align="77:1">:</span> <span data-src-align="80:4">one</span> <span data-src-align="85:8">half</span> <span data-src-align="94:1">is</span> a <span data-src-align="96:6">gentle</span> <span data-src-align="103:10">nostalgia</span> <span data-src-align="114:2">for</span> <span data-src-align="117:3">the</span> <span data-src-align="121:4">days</span> <span data-src-align="127:3">that</span> <span data-src-align="131:3">won</span><span data-src-align="135:2">'t</span> come <span data-src-align="138:8">back</span><span data-src-align="146:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="148:2">for</span> the <span data-src-align="151:7">voices</span><span data-src-align="158:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="160:2">for</span> the <span data-src-align="163:5">light</span> <span data-src-align="170:7">that</span> <span data-src-align="178:5">fell</span> <span data-src-align="184:6">just</span> <span data-src-align="191:3">like</span> that. <span data-src-align="195:2">🌸</span>; The <span data-src-align="198:6">other</span> <span data-src-align="205:1">is</span> the <span data-src-align="207:5">quiet</span> <span data-src-align="213:5">magic</span> of <span data-src-align="219:12">premonition🤍</span> The <span data-src-align="236:8">feeling</span> <span data-src-align="246:3">that</span> a <span data-src-align="250:10">happy</span> <span data-src-align="261:7">future</span> is <span data-src-align="269:3">already</span> <span data-src-align="273:6">near</span> is <span data-src-align="281:5">almost</span> <span data-src-align="287:8">tangible</span> <span data-src-align="296:1">—</span> <span data-src-align="298:7">reach</span> <span data-src-align="306:4">out</span> <span data-src-align="311:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="313:9">touch</span> <span data-src-align="323:3">it</span> with your <span data-src-align="327:19">fingertips</span>✨ <span data-src-align="348:3:352:2">Something</span> <span data-src-align="355:10">infinitely</span> <span data-src-align="366:7">far</span> away <span data-src-align="374:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="376:1">at</span> <span data-src-align="378:2">the</span> <span data-src-align="381:2">same</span> <span data-src-align="384:5">time</span> <span data-src-align="390:5">here</span><span data-src-align="395:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="397:5">right</span> <span data-src-align="403:3">under</span> the <span data-src-align="407:5">skin</span><span data-src-align="412:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="414:1">in</span> the <span data-src-align="416:6">first</span> <span data-src-align="423:6">warm</span> <span data-src-align="430:5">rays</span><span data-src-align="435:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="437:1">And</span> <span data-src-align="439:5">what</span> kind of <span data-src-align="445:9">atmosphere</span> <span data-src-align="455:1">does</span> <span data-src-align="457:5">spring</span> have <span data-src-align="463:3">for</span> <span data-src-align="467:3">you</span><span data-src-align="470:1">?</span><span data-src-align="472:2">✨ 🌷</span>

I <span data-src-align="0:6">look</span> <span data-src-align="7:2">at</span> <span data-src-align="10:3">this</span> <span data-src-align="14:5">picture</span> <span data-src-align="20:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="22:5">immediately</span> go <span data-src-align="28:10">back</span> <span data-src-align="39:1">to</span> <span data-src-align="41:3">May</span> <span data-src-align="45:4:50:2">2025</span><span data-src-align="52:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="54:5">Then</span> it <span data-src-align="60:8">seemed</span> <span data-src-align="70:3">that</span> <span data-src-align="74:4">summer</span> was <span data-src-align="79:3:83:2">somewhere</span> <span data-src-align="86:5">near</span> <span data-src-align="92:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="94:3">everything</span> <span data-src-align="98:5">would</span> be <span data-src-align="104:6">hot</span><span data-src-align="110:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="112:6">delicious</span> <span data-src-align="119:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="121:10">carefree</span><span data-src-align="131:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="134:1">I</span>'m <span data-src-align="142:3">waiting</span> for <span data-src-align="147:5">the</span> <span data-src-align="153:10">season</span> to <span data-src-align="164:8">change</span> <span data-src-align="136:5">again</span><span data-src-align="172:1">,</span> for <span data-src-align="174:3">everything</span> to <span data-src-align="178:6">start</span> coming to <span data-src-align="185:7">life</span><span data-src-align="192:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="194:9">moving</span> <span data-src-align="204:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="206:11">marking</span> <span data-src-align="218:5">new</span> <span data-src-align="224:6">beginnings</span> <span data-src-align="316:1">And</span> <span data-src-align="318:6">now</span> it's <span data-src-align="325:7">February</span> <span data-src-align="333:4:338:2">2026</span> <span data-src-align="337:1:341:1">-</span> it's <span data-src-align="343:4">gray</span><span data-src-align="347:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="349:7">windy</span><span data-src-align="356:1">,</span> and I'm <span data-src-align="358:7">wrapped</span> up <span data-src-align="366:1">in</span> <span data-src-align="368:4">the</span> <span data-src-align="373:2">same</span> <span data-src-align="376:8">cardigan</span> <span data-src-align="389:3">as</span> <span data-src-align="393:1">in</span> a <span data-src-align="395:6">blanket</span><span data-src-align="401:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="403:3">I</span> <span data-src-align="407:6">miss</span> <span data-src-align="417:4">that</span> <span data-src-align="422:10">magic</span> so much<span data-src-align="432:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="434:5">when</span> <span data-src-align="440:3">everything</span> <span data-src-align="444:6">around</span> <span data-src-align="451:5">suddenly</span> <span data-src-align="457:10">blossoms</span><span data-src-align="467:1">,</span> comes to <span data-src-align="469:7">life</span> <span data-src-align="477:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="479:6">smells</span> of <span data-src-align="486:6">new</span> <span data-src-align="493:8">beginnings</span><span data-src-align="501:1">.</span> I would <span data-src-align="504:6">rather</span> <span data-src-align="511:2">have</span> <span data-src-align="514:4">March</span><span data-src-align="518:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="520:6">April</span><span data-src-align="526:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="528:5">to</span> <span data-src-align="540:13">feel</span> <span data-src-align="554:4">that</span> <span data-src-align="559:6">light</span><span data-src-align="565:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="567:10">sparkling</span> <span data-src-align="578:4">vibe</span> <span data-src-align="534:5">again</span><span data-src-align="582:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="584:5">when</span> <span data-src-align="590:4">even</span> an <span data-src-align="595:7">ordinary</span> <span data-src-align="603:4">day</span> <span data-src-align="608:7">seems</span> like a <span data-src-align="616:9">small</span> <span data-src-align="626:10">holiday</span>. <span data-src-align="637:2">💛</span> <span data-src-align="641:3">Who</span> <span data-src-align="645:4">also</span> <span data-src-align="650:7">counts</span> the <span data-src-align="658:3">days</span> <span data-src-align="662:2">until</span> <span data-src-align="665:5">spring</span> <span data-src-align="671:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="673:10">remembers</span> <span data-src-align="684:12">last</span> year's <span data-src-align="697:6">warm</span> <span data-src-align="704:6">evenings</span><span data-src-align="710:1">?</span> <span data-src-align="712:4">🌸🌿</span>

<span data-src-align="0:5">A</span> new week is a new beginning☀️✨ <span data-src-align="32:1">I</span> <span data-src-align="34:4">believe</span> <span data-src-align="40:3">that</span> <span data-src-align="44:11">Monday</span> <span data-src-align="56:5">should</span> be <span data-src-align="62:9">celebrated</span> <span data-src-align="72:1">with</span> a <span data-src-align="74:5">clear</span> <span data-src-align="80:7">head</span> <span data-src-align="88:1">and</span> a <span data-src-align="90:7">good</span> <span data-src-align="98:11">mood</span><span data-src-align="109:1">:</span> <span data-src-align="111:7">strong</span> <span data-src-align="119:4">coffee</span><span data-src-align="123:1">,</span> a <span data-src-align="125:7">favorite</span> <span data-src-align="133:8">playlist</span> <span data-src-align="142:1">in</span> <span data-src-align="144:9">headphones🎧</span><span data-src-align="153:1">,</span> a <span data-src-align="155:4">plan</span> for <span data-src-align="160:2">the</span> <span data-src-align="163:4">day</span> <span data-src-align="168:2">on</span> <span data-src-align="171:6">paper</span><span data-src-align="177:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="179:3">It</span>'s a <span data-src-align="183:9">small</span> <span data-src-align="193:6">ritual</span> <span data-src-align="201:7">that</span> keeps you <span data-src-align="209:18">positive</span> for <span data-src-align="228:2">the</span> <span data-src-align="231:3">whole</span> <span data-src-align="235:6">week</span>. <span data-src-align="242:2">😊</span><span data-src-align="244:2">💫</span> <span data-src-align="247:5">Life</span> doesn<span data-src-align="253:2">'t</span> <span data-src-align="256:5">go</span> <span data-src-align="262:2">from</span> <span data-src-align="265:12">Monday</span> <span data-src-align="278:1">to</span> <span data-src-align="280:12">Monday</span><span data-src-align="292:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="294:1">There</span> <span data-src-align="296:3">is</span> <span data-src-align="300:6">always</span> <span data-src-align="307:4">a</span> <span data-src-align="312:5">place</span> for <span data-src-align="318:9">small</span> <span data-src-align="328:12">adventures</span> in it<span data-src-align="340:1">:</span> a <span data-src-align="342:9">sudden</span> <span data-src-align="352:8">snowfall</span> <span data-src-align="361:2">on</span> the <span data-src-align="364:6">way</span> <span data-src-align="371:5">home</span><span data-src-align="376:1">,</span> an <span data-src-align="378:11">unexpected</span> <span data-src-align="390:10">compliment</span> <span data-src-align="428:3">or</span> a <span data-src-align="432:6">moment</span> of <span data-src-align="439:1">"</span><span data-src-align="440:1">I</span> can <span data-src-align="442:5">definitely</span> <span data-src-align="448:9">handle</span> it.<span data-src-align="457:2">"</span> <span data-src-align="460:9">Difficulties</span> <span data-src-align="470:8">come</span><span data-src-align="478:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="480:2">but</span> <span data-src-align="483:4">if</span> you <span data-src-align="488:9">face</span> <span data-src-align="498:2">them</span> <span data-src-align="501:1">with</span> <span data-src-align="503:3">the</span> <span data-src-align="507:2">same</span> <span data-src-align="510:9">ease</span><span data-src-align="519:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="521:3">they</span> <span data-src-align="525:6">only</span> <span data-src-align="532:8">harden</span><span data-src-align="540:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="542:5">Let</span> the <span data-src-align="548:6">week</span> <span data-src-align="555:5">be</span> <span data-src-align="561:6">different</span><span data-src-align="567:1">:</span> <span data-src-align="569:12">productive📈</span><span data-src-align="581:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="583:6">cozy🧸</span><span data-src-align="589:1">,</span> a <span data-src-align="591:7">little</span> <span data-src-align="599:9">chaotic</span> <span data-src-align="609:1">-</span> <span data-src-align="611:2">but</span> <span data-src-align="614:5">its</span> own<span data-src-align="619:1">.</span> The <span data-src-align="621:7">main</span> thing <span data-src-align="629:1">is</span> to <span data-src-align="631:6">breathe</span> <span data-src-align="638:6">deeper</span> <span data-src-align="645:1">and</span> <span data-src-align="647:8">notice</span> the <span data-src-align="656:7">good</span> things <span data-src-align="664:1">in</span> the little <span data-src-align="666:7">things</span><span data-src-align="673:1">.</span> <span data-src-align="675:1">And</span> <span data-src-align="677:6">then</span> we'll <span data-src-align="686:9">see</span> <span data-src-align="697:3">what</span> <span data-src-align="710:9">next</span> <span data-src-align="720:11">Monday</span> <span data-src-align="701:8">brings</span>. <span data-src-align="732:1">♡</span>

I'm just sitting in my own little universe🌌 A wall that remembers all my periods, all my nighttime ideas, all the moments when I wanted to cry and draw at the same time. Old sketches, torn pages, stickers that have already begun to peel off at the corners 🖼️📌 eyes looking at me from scraps of paper… Everything is mine here. Noisy, chaotic, a little shameful, and very honest💖 Today I just wanted to stop and look at it all. Sometimes silence is louder than any words...

<span data-src-align="0:7">Today</span> is the <span data-src-align="8:11">official</span> <span data-src-align="20:4">day</span> <span data-src-align="26:5">when</span> you <span data-src-align="32:5">can</span> <span data-src-align="38:6">write</span> <span data-src-align="45:1">"</span><span data-src-align="46:5">love you</span><span data-src-align="51:1">"</span> <span data-src-align="53:3">without</span> <span data-src-align="57:10">embarrassment😌💕</span> <span data-src-align="73:5">May</span> <span data-src-align="79:4">your</span> <span data-src-align="84:6">heart</span> <span data-src-align="99:7">receive</span> at <span data-src-align="107:4">least</span> <span data-src-align="112:4">one</span> <span data-src-align="117:6">extra</span> <span data-src-align="124:7">butterfly</span> <span data-src-align="91:7:132:1">today</span> , <span data-src-align="134:1">or</span> <span data-src-align="136:5">better</span> yet , a <span data-src-align="144:5">whole</span> <span data-src-align="150:4">flock</span> <span data-src-align="155:2">.</span> <span data-src-align="158:1">Happy</span> <span data-src-align="160:4:170:10">Valentine</span><span data-src-align="165:4">'s</span> Day<span data-src-align="180:1">!</span> <span data-src-align="182:4">🥰❤️</span> I <span data-src-align="187:5">wish</span> <span data-src-align="193:4">everyone</span> <span data-src-align="201:4">who</span> <span data-src-align="206:4">doesn</span><span data-src-align="211:3">'t</span> have a <span data-src-align="215:16">soulmate</span> yet <span data-src-align="234:11">to</span> <span data-src-align="246:5">find</span> <span data-src-align="257:6">love</span><span data-src-align="264:2">.</span> <span data-src-align="267:1">And</span> for those <span data-src-align="276:4">who</span> <span data-src-align="285:3">already</span> <span data-src-align="289:4">have</span> it, <span data-src-align="296:8">spend</span> <span data-src-align="305:4">this</span> <span data-src-align="310:4">day</span> in such a <span data-src-align="315:3">way</span> <span data-src-align="320:5">that</span> <span data-src-align="326:2">it</span> will be <span data-src-align="329:10">remembered</span> for <span data-src-align="340:2">the</span> <span data-src-align="343:3">rest</span> of their <span data-src-align="347:5">lives</span>.<span data-src-align="352:2">😇</span><span data-src-align="354:2">💘</span>

Just a girl who today decided to love herself even through textbooks, notes and a million tabs. Let it be slow, let it be with a third cup of tea, let it be with a slight drowsiness in the eyes — but gently, carefully and truly. And you know what? It really works, by the way. (small victories over oneself are the warmest) ☕️📚🌿

<span data-src-align="0:7">Today</span> <span data-src-align="8:1">—</span> <span data-src-align="10:3">without</span> <span data-src-align="14:6">haste☁️</span> <span data-src-align="24:9">Small</span> <span data-src-align="34:4">things</span><span data-src-align="38:1">,</span> <span data-src-align="41:7">great</span> <span data-src-align="49:8">attention</span> <span data-src-align="58:1">to</span> the <span data-src-align="60:7">moment</span>, <span data-src-align="72:1">and</span> the <span data-src-align="69:1:74:5">quiet</span> <span data-src-align="70:1:80:7">joy</span> <span data-src-align="88:2">of</span> <span data-src-align="98:3">how</span> <span data-src-align="102:8">slowly</span> <span data-src-align="116:5">time</span> <span data-src-align="111:4:124:2">passes</span> <span data-src-align="124:6">Sometimes</span> <span data-src-align="131:5">you</span> <span data-src-align="137:6">just</span> have to <span data-src-align="144:12">stop</span> <span data-src-align="159:5">to</span> <span data-src-align="171:9">learn</span> to <span data-src-align="181:6">see</span> <span data-src-align="165:5">again</span>. <span data-src-align="188:2">🌅</span>

I adore the vibe of Japan in the late 90s and early 2000s 🌸✨ The culture, the movies, the music, the games — they unfolded so far away, on the opposite edge of the world, yet somehow it feels as though I’ve carried their quiet echo inside me all along. Like walking through half-forgotten streets at dusk, where every window glows with a soft, amber warmth, where cassette tapes still whisper melodies. It’s distant, yes — but it also feels like home I never left. Which culture wraps around your heart like that, even though you weren’t born inside its borders? 🌌📼

February is getting warmer 🌞 Renewed urge to catch that magic moment when one season slips into another 🍃🌷 My old camera is right there with me 📸💛 Time slows down… and speeds up all at once ⏳✨ Mysterious, nostalgic, cozy feeling from when everything felt small and safe 🧸🕰️