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I never uploaded this! Oops. See me at my highest weight on vacation last year in a bikini (right in front of the window overlooking the pool where people could see me) talking about my eating on vacation, how exhilerating it is to show off my fat off in front of people, and how fucking fat I am. My gut is HUGE in this, I literally get out of breath just standing there shaking it. I shake it around, jump up and down, show off my arms, and you get a great view of how enormous my belly is compared to the rest of my body, with great natural lighting to see all my stretchmarks