Just count the days, where you haven't stroked extensively . Coming up with zero yes? That's not a surprise. The realisation might shock you, but now you are already getting all googly eyed, me looking so very appealing. If there was a short spark, a short moment of reconsidering your life choices, that spark has been extinguished. Too late, edging and gooning again. I use a blue yeti microphone and an Ultra-HD 1080p camera to film with.