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I asked myself: If it all ended right now, would I be happy with my life? Did I paint my self-portrait? Have I built my house? Do I want to be a veterinarian? I want a family car. I want to own a house w/4 bdrm w/custom private baths & patios each & a guest bath on the main floor. A front yard full of Native & Medicinal plants harvested locally. A large balcony in the front with a catio. I want the house to have a full basement built into a 1 bed apt that I can use for work, as a movie theater, a game room, & an indoor garden. A backyard with an indoor pool w/slide, hot tub, sauna, and luxury washroom. I want a garden in the back with a BBQ & smoker. And I want solar panels on the roof of the house & pool house. And I want it all to be disability friendly. Because no matter how much I'd like to think, I'm a healthy, youthful woman. The reality is, I'm a 43 year old disabled woman in love with the idea of living in both peace & style w/my family. And posting porn is how I plan to get it done.. So, back to scheduling, I get.