There is rehab for all sorts of addictions, but this is more than an addiction. It's your identity. That's why there's no escape from this reality for you. Even if you break the cycle of addiction, there's no escaping your true self. Every day you're reminded that you're a beta male, that you long to serve and please. Trying to fight or escape what you are is the source of your anxiety and pain. It feels much better when you simply let go and embrace your place before me. Just thinking about submitting to me makes you feel better already, doesn't it?