It's amazing to think that this was one of my favorite underbusts when I was a skinny girl, whereas now to wear it I have to loosen the ribbons to the fullest... and even then I struggle to breathe! I'm wearing it for you, breathing noisily, trying to close and tighten it, making my belly almost flat... too bad I'm literally overflowing in the back! In the end I absolutely have to break free fast if I want to breathe again!