This little shame cycle that you’ve fallen into has really taken hold - hasn’t it? You had nothing to lose in the first place, a pathetic beta “man” , a ruined shadow of a creature. And now? Now you’re a pay pig who can not get out of this cycle. Trapped in this cycle, you will continue. Always spending, always begging. Begging for less pain, more pain, patience, more, harder…. That’s exactly why I am here, to cosign on your destruction. Hehe!