You've always wondered if maybe you were gay? Anytime someone implied it made someone less of a man to be gay, you weren't embarrassed, you were excited. Being gay doesn't make you less of a man, but you want it to, because you want to be less of a man. You want to fuck men who have bigger dicks, and better cocks than you can ever dream of. You want to suck it, and spread your ass for it. But you're so scared to try... why? Because you might like it too much?